The Picture Tag!

Here's what you do: Go to your My Pictures, go to your 7th picture, post it here and tell us about it! Then tag 7 of your friends to do the same! Here is mine:


I took this picture at Scott's Grandpa's funeral this past January. When the pallbearers were bringing his casket to the gravesite, Michael, who is 3, ran up on his own to help them. He was actually listed as an honorary pallbearer and it was just so sweet and touching that he wanted to help carry his Grandpa's casket.

I tag:
Heather
Trisha
Schuyler
Jessica
Alisa
Nancy
Heidi

It's Almost Time!!!

In two weeks, Scott and I are flying to Los Angeles for a week. Here is why:

As some of you may know, we went to Vegas in 2007 for a live casting call for the Biggest Loser. Two days after we got back, we got a call asking us to come to Los Angeles the next day! But, since we'd just spent all our money on our travels to and from Vegas, we couldn't go to L.A.! I was SO disappointed. We wanted to be on the show SO badly! And we had to pass on what might have actually been our shot!

Scott and I at the Vegas Casting Call - with our Biggest Loser sashes!

Well, there is another casting call on March 14 in L.A.! We decided to use our tax refund to fly to L.A. and go to the casting call!!! I am SO excited!

It's weird, but watching Biggest Loser this season has been really emotional for me. I don't really know why. I feel like I relate to Kristin a lot. I don't weigh as much as she did when she started (although she weighs less than me now!!) But her reason for losing weight is to have a baby. That is one of my key reasons too. I feel like if I lose the weight, then I'll have a better shot at having a baby. I also feel like I'm a lot like Kristin. I think if I were to meet her, we'd be good friends, because our personalities are so much alike! She is such an amazing inspiration to me, also. Tonight when she weighed in, she had lost 10 more lbs, and she started talking about how she used to sit and home and watch the show, and want what these people were getting: a life transformation. I just started to cry! I know I'm a nerd, crying at a reality show, but that is exactly what it is. Reality. For me, I constantly battle with my weight. And it's HARD. I feel like everything that goes wrong in my life is somehow related to my being overweight. That may or may not be the case. But I can't help but feel like if I were a normal size, an average size, that things might just be easier.

Kristin Steede- Season 7, from Wisconsin.

The past two years, as I've hit my heaviest weight, I've started to come to the realization that this is my life battle. I've also decided that I am done. And here's the thing. I CAN do it on my own. I've done it before. I lost that 70 lbs in 6 months in 2003. But it is so much harder for me to do it on my own. Scott and I both want this SO bad, and I know there really isn't that great of a chance for us to actually make it on the show, (I mean, they see hundreds of people a week for like 4 or 5 weeks!) but we're going to give it our all and hope for the best. I know that being on a show like The Biggest Loser would change my life, and that's what I need. I am stuck in this rut and I feel like I can't claw my way out of it without some serious help.

I watch Bob and Jillian kick trash every week, and I just want it to be my trash they're kicking! Honestly, I succeed so much better when I have someone cracking a whip over my head. I know if Scott and I got on the show, we would win it! Without a DOUBT! Especially if we're working together.

Anyway, I just thought I would let you in on this information. Wish us luck!!!

Valentine's Day!

Scott is the best husband ever.

Isn't he SO STINKING CUTE????

On Valentine's Day, he had to work from 7 am till 3 pm, so we didn't have plans till later. Around 3:15 he calls me to tell me he had to take a co-worker home so he'd be late. A couple minutes later, there was a knock at the door, and when I answered, I was greeted by a bouquet of white roses and a GIANT velour balloon! A couple minutes later, Scott walked through the door asking where I got the flowers and balloon!! Silly boy.

The beautiful flowers and balloon Scottie surprised me with!

I should know better, this isn't the first time he's done this kind of thing. When we got engaged, we had a ring custom made, and it wasn't going to be ready till a certain day. The day it was supposed to be ready, he was planning on coming to Provo (where I was living at the time) after he got off work to give me the ring and hang out with me. That night I got a call from him telling me the guy that was making the ring had cut his finger, and the ring wouldn't be finished for another couple of days. Then when Scott finally got to my apartment, he was dressed in a tux, with a huge bouquet of roses (which, BTW are my fav flower ever) and he got on one knee and asked me to marry him, with my ring in his hand! SO stinking CUTE!

So anyway, he's done that a couple of times - told me a little white lie and then gone and done something super sweet. And me being the naive blonde I am, I believe him every time!!

After he laughed at me for believing him AGAIN, he took me to my favorite restaurant - TGI Fridays for my favorite meal of a Jack Daniels Burger! Then we went to see He's Just Not That Into You. I read the book a couple years ago, and it was so great! The movie was good - I was impressed at how many big stars were in it! We had a lovely evening, and I was reminded all over again as to why I fell in love with him. He makes it hard for me to forget!! He is such a great husband and I am so lucky to have him! He works SO hard, and he's doing so well in school, and I'm constantly impressed by him. He never ceases to amaze me. So needless to say, I had a FANTASTIC Valentine's Day!

Not the best picture of either of us, but we had fun!

One year older and....

Not so much wiser. Not really different at all. Except just older.



I turned 27 on Monday the 19th. My 26th year of life was absolutely horrible. There weren't very many good things that happened while I was 26. So I've made 2009 - my 27th year - the year of change.



I'm so glad my birthday is in January. I feel like along with a new year, I get a new start with a new age to just start over. So here's how I'm planning on changing.



1. Losing weight! Of course! When I got home from my mission to Wisconsin in November 2004, I was a size 14 weighing 180 lbs. Now I know that's not thin, by society's standards, but that is the smallest I've been in my adult life - including high school. As a freshman in high school I was about 200 lbs. I've always struggled with weight - it's been the issue God has given to me to keep me humble. haha!



Well when I got married in 2006 I'd already gained about 25-30 lbs. And in the 2 1/2 years since then, I've put on a LOT more weight and I don't even know how it happened!! My ultimate goal is to be a size 10 or maybe a 12. So I have a ways to go.



Here's what I've been doing so far. And the best part is, Scott is doing this with me, which is a HUGE help!!



On January 7, Scott and I started the Alli program. If you don't know what that is, go to http://www.myalli.com/ and check it out. In the past two weeks I have felt myself shedding some ounces and maybe a couple of pounds!! But since we didn't have a scale, we couldn't tell for sure. But I've felt SO good the past two weeks! Alli makes me not want to eat bad foods, and I haven't been able to finish a regular sized meal since starting it. It's awesome. It's SO important to find what works for you when you lose weight. Because there are so many diets out there, and only a couple will actually work for you. Back in 2003 when I lost 70 lbs, it was from riding a bike every day and eating well. Alli is helping me eat well. The exercise bike Scott bought me for Christmas is helping with the exercise part! I feel like this is the year that things will change. And I'm excited about that. And the best part is, I'm not doing it alone! Scott is such a great husband!



2. I'm giving school my all. I have two years to go before I have my Masters in School Counseling. All through school I've just kind of done the bare minimum to get by with an A or B and been pretty blase about it. But not anymore! These next two years are dedicated to working hard, studying, reading, and practicing the material I learn. I want to be an awesome school counselor, not just a mediocre one. So I am going to do what I can to be an amazing counselor when 2011 rolls around!!



3. I'm going to be financially savvy. That's right. I said savvy. I have always been kind of horrible with money - I love spending it. And I'm good at it. But Scott and I want to buy a house this year, so in order to do that, I need to get a job (obviously) and stick to our savings plan! We have paid off our credit cards and the only debt we have now is our car (and of course, our student loans, but they won't come into play for a couple years). So we can finally save what we were spending on credit cards before. So I am excited to accomplish this goal of owning our own home to prepare for our family to come!!!



Those are my goals. I also have little goals to be more spiritual by reading my scriptures more and getting rid of my bad attitude toward our ward, as well as being a better wife by cleaning more often and not nagging Scott to help clean when he's spent all day at work and school! Shhh, don't tell him I said that!



For my birthday, Scott and I went to breakfast at Midvale Mining, because ALL I wanted was a scone! I hadn't have one in ages, and it sounded SO amazingly good. So we did that. And it rocked. Then we went shopping to make a package for Scott's lil brother Eric that turns 19 in the MTC next week! Then Scott surprised me by taking me to the salon to get my hair done!! I was SO excited because I've been bugging him for months to let me go get my hair professionally colored! Then it was off to Texas Roadhouse to meet my family for dinner! After that we went to my sister's for some Rockband and fat free brownies!! It was a wonderful night. I got spoiled, of course, with some super cute new clothes, and an awesome new scale!!! Scott and I are going to be doing weekly weigh-ins on Monday nights.



So I'm one year older. I don't feel older. I don't feel wiser. But I am hoping to be thinner and richer. That's not too much to ask, right? :)

Welcome, 2009!!!

I can't even tell you just HOW excited I am that it's 2009! After the crud that was 2008, I am really looking forward to a good year filled with exciting and wonderful changes!

Christmas was fabulous, as always. We were all very French with our berets and cordon bleu and other French delights. It was a full house with everyone there but the more the merrier!

Not a very flattering picture, but that's okay!

So since I don't really have anything in mind to blog about, I thought I'd give a teeny little life update.

Scott is still working at the DT and loving it. He is so good with those little delinquents and I'm so proud of him. He is about to start another semester at SLCC working on his Criminal Justice degree. He's a great student and he is so smart. He never ceases to impress me.

I'm still working on finding a job, which is always a painful process. I'm hoping to have one by my birthday, but that only gives me a week and a half. Ugh. We'll see though. If we have to live on savings for a while, so be it. But I'd rather just be working because I'm seriously going stir crazy at home. I mean, how many loads of laundry can a girl do before losing her mind??

School for me started again yesterday. Now that it's 2009 I can actually say that I'll be done with my Masters in 2 years. I hope it goes by quickly. My Tuesday nights are craving some excitement.

Scott's little sister Laura and his brother Eric are both leaving for their missions a week from today. Laura is going to Atlanta, Georgia, and Eric is going to Morristown, New Jersey. I am so excited for them! A mission is seriously the best thing a person can do! We're going to help pay for their missions, so I'm looking forward to the blessings that come from that!

Eric and Laura both go to the MTC January 14.

I'm also looking forward to this summer. If things go our way, we're planning on buying a house somewhere. Somewhere meaning Salt Lake or the surrounding area. It's pretty clear that we'll be here the rest of our lives! I suppose that's okay. It's not a bad place to live!

So that's about it. Boring, I know. But sometimes that's a good thing.

It's Christmas Time!

Well, it's almost Christmas! December has been a rocky month, but I'm looking forward to Christmas this year. As I've gotten older, Christmas has taken on new meaning. Despite that, the excitement and Christmas Spirit has stayed the same. I love the feeling in the air - the giving spirit and overall sense of peace.

As I've mentioned before, 2008 has been a very hard year. We lost my sweet Grandma Boulter in April, and it has been hard not having her around. It's been even harder with the loss of our Superman, Sean. He was the best person this world has known, and Christmas won't be the same without him. We are all still getting used to the fact that he's not around, and it's been rough. As a tribute to him, since Scottie and I bought his truck, we got custom license plates. We got them in the mail last week. We're considering the plates to be Sean's Christmas present - because it's something that will be a constant reminder of just how much he touched our lives.



K79 was his officer number, and SMS are his initials - Sean Michael Sivertsen

As some of you may know, we have a tradition every Christmas - on Christmas Eve our festivities center around a different country. We eat the food, wear the attire (if applicable), and participate in that country's Christmas traditions. It's always really interesting to learn about the country we have chosen for that year, and it definitely keeps things exciting! Last year was Greece, and we had gyros and lemon rice and all kinds of Greek goodies, decorated with white and blue and wore Greeky attire! We had a cake that was supposed to say Merry Greekmas but ended up saying Merry Geekmas, due to the baker's error. We thought that was pretty fitting, so we ate it anyway!

This year we are having a French Christmas, complete with Chicken Cordon Bleu, baguettes, croissants, French onion soup, etc etc etc. We'll all be donning French berets (and possibly turtlenecks?) and learning about French Christmas customs. I'm excited because I've always wanted to visit Paris, and this will be a teeny taste of what it would be like! At least around Christmas time. I'm also excited this year because my aunt and uncle from California are coming to join in the celebration - they've never been to our Christmas celebration before! It's going to be fun to see them.

It will be strange not going to my Grandma's this year, but it does mean we'll be able to spend more time with Scott's family on Christmas Day. This year we'll be in Springville to celebrate with his aunt and Grandpa. I'm looking forward to it. Last night we spent time with Scott's mom and dad and brother and sisters. We made all kinds of Christmas treats (rice krispie treats, chex mix, muddy buddies, etc). We watched Mr. Krueger's Christmas (which ALWAYS makes me cry) and The Nativity. We also watched It's a Wonderful Life and The Polar Express. It was really nice and we all felt the Christmas spirit so much!

Tomorrow is the 23rd, which means it is Scottie's and my Christmas! We celebrate on the 23rd because it is our 6 month anniversary - and since we're with my family on Christmas Eve and his on Christmas Day, we spend the 23rd together exchanging presents and having our Christmas Dinner and just being together with our pathetic little tree. I love that we have our own little traditions already. On Christmas Eve morning we go out to breakfast together before going up to Heber. We go to Village Inn and have their skillets that are so yummy!

Well this is kind of a random post, but I wanted to end it by wishing all of you a WONDERFUL Christmas!! And never forget the reason for the season!!

Merry Christmas, everyone!

Molly Smiles

I've been neglecting my blog lately, and since the last one was such a downer, I decided to do the one I saw on Heather's blog because it made me laugh! So - enjoy!

1. Put your music listening device on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you look. (For me, some of these were actually pretty appropriate, while others made absolutely no sense.)
4. Title this post what the answer to your last question is.


*If someone says 'Is this Okay?' you say:
Adam's Song - Blink 182 (guess it's not ok...)

*What do you like in a guy/girl?
Every You Every Me - Placebo

*How do you feel today?
Who Knew - Pink (sounds about right)

*What is your life's purpose?
Crucify - Tori Amos (Ummmm......)

*What do your friends think of you?
Add It Up - Violent Femmes

*What do your parents think of you?
I have a dream -ABBA

*What do you often think about?
Liar - Taking Back Sunday

*What do you think of the person you love?
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen (haha yes...)

*What is your life story?
Walking Disaster - Sum 41 (lately, this is very true!)

*What do you want to be when you grow up?
In The Garage - Weezer

*What do you think when you see the person you love?
Eternal Flame - The Bangles (awwwww!)

*What will they play at your funeral?
Don't Write Me Off Just Yet - Hugh Grant (Music and Lyrics Soundtrack)

*What is your biggest fear?
Angel - Aerosmith

*What is your biggest secret?
You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson (How the HECK did I get this song on my computer??)

*What do you think of your friends?
Beezleboss: The Final Showdown - Tenacious D (Uhhh... haha)

*What are you going to name this post?
Molly Smiles -Jesse Spencer